It gets better

 When I was about 9 years old I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety.  Having depression sucks.  Also having anxiety sucks.  But having them together, is living hell.  When you have depression life gets really hard.  You don't want to do things. Or you are just to tired to try.  Or even to scared to go on.  When you are anxious there is a part of you that is constantly wondering if someone is watching you, or is judging you.  

   With depression and anxiety both,  you just have to remember that it gets better.  It takes a long time to learn how to control the feelings.  But you will find the right way for you to make yourself happy.  You will come to a day where life just really sucks.  And you are thinking to yourself, "Who will miss me?"  I know I have thought that.  Which is really sad.  But I have found a way that reminds me of the people that truly love me.  Most people without either of these..."flaws"  Don't understand that it's not something we can just turn off.  It's not a switch, I wish I was, I would always be off.  I don't think anyone would choose to feel like that.  If you are ever feeling down, or depressed just remember...It gets better. 
xoxo Haley