How does one know that you truly are a selfish person? For me, it was an awful realization. On my sister's birthday, which for most is all about them, I wanted it to be about me... Not like, get me this, take me here. More like instead of being super nice to her, I was meaner. When Mom took her to get lunch, I wanted to go too. I'm not sure if that's being selfish, or if it's not wanting to be left out? But it was really hard seeing her get all the attention and not me. Now that is being selfish. But not all of it was. I've wanted to change. I don't want to be that person who is a selfish brat. Sometimes It's hard to even know how to change.
I've had this problem since I was a young child where I can't explain myself very well using speech. I explain better writing it. Which can be very frustrating. I can't go through life writing everything just so I get my point across... So I made this blog. Where I can say what I want... Without stuttering, or saying something stupid. It's a lot harder than I thought writing a blog. Hence the reason why I haven't posted anything in so long... Sorry about that. I will try to do better. But no promises ;)
xoxo Haley
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