My whole life I have struggled with self confidence and self respect. In societies eyes, I'm "overweight", or "plus size". For some people that could be bad. For me it's not necessarily bad, just annoying. My Mom always says "Is there anything you can do to fix it this second?" Yes I can, but I'm just too lazy, which is bad. I need to change that. I would love to be that kind of person who runs when they are bored. Instead... I eat when I'm bored. I live to eat, not eat to live. Recently I've been having stomach problems, not wanting to eat, and sleeping all the time. It's helping with the eating, but I still feel crappy. I don't know how to explain it. It's like I'm emotionally drained, or something. I don't even know. It's so frustrating. My Mom tries and talks to me like she knows exactly what I'm going through. And maybe she does, but it certainly doesn't feel like it. Don't you just hate it when your parents try to convince you that they understand everything, but in their head their probably going, "Nope, don't understand any of this!"
I hope your parents understand you!
xoxo Haley
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