You know that time of year everyone loves? When you get presents, and you turn a year older? Well, I hate it. Ever since I moved to where I live now, every year no one comes to my birthday parties. NO ONE! It's always some lame excuse. Sometimes I feel like I'm not important enough. It's kinda sad. Everyone always tells me that I'm "special" not like, weird. But smart, and stuff like that. But I don't feel that it. I just feel like I'm a fly on the wall and no one sees me. Sometimes I dream that someone someday will sweep me off my feet, and just love me for me. But now in my life, I feel useless.
Do you remember those movies where the girl thinks she's ugly and worthless. But a guy secretly has a crush on her, so eventually they fall in love and live happily ever after? I want that to be me... And I know it's not going to be exactly like that, but at least somewhat like it. It's annoying how sometimes I think I'm too far into this fantasy world where there is such thing as happily ever after. So I don't see how many times I fall because of that.
It's kinda funny how I started this post about how depressing my birthdays are, and now I'm ranting about how lame my love life is. Kind of sad... Well, I hope you got something out of this. If so, I love you, and thank you for trying!
xoxo Haley
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