This time wasn't like last time... I saw him and my heart didn't stumble. I saw him and I didn't loose my breath. We simply talked and were as friends were. It was simple...I had fallen out of love with him. if you had asked me if that was possible 3 months ago I would have said heck no. But now... I wasn't sure how I felt. I was still protective of him, but not in love with him. It made me sad that since I told him how I felt we had barely talked. But it was unavoidable. The awkward embrace we shared after months of not talking was excruciating. Yes, we laughed at some stupid pun he made to defuse the tension was equally painful. Than we simply parted ways. And just as quick as that we were strangers again...
I'm not very old, and yet I've experienced several heartbreaks that will effect how I judge people and how I love in the future. Don 't waste love on people you know will break your heart. It will only hurt you.
xoxo Haley
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